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Maybe life is
like Lorne's bulletin board when he'd
sit up there at Thirty RockThen put up the three-
sixty-five, arrange them in their tribes, honor their
traits and dwell in them cyclically, filling in the dates
until life is full.
Put down June
nineteenth. (All, in time, are marking
points, memories, memorials.) Call to mind the
midnight momentthe first of the year. Think
noon goes by where June meets July. And every
clockwork monthtwo hours of the calendary day.
See me along
a sliver of river, through Luxembourg
city at five-to-one. The day is July eleven. I walk
awaiting the first of spring, still encompassed by her
ways: born in the week of the first of fall, suicide at
summer's eve.
For nine
point nine five years now, you have tyran-
ized my soul, usurped commemoration, stopped
time still
and on my wrist you left the tick of
history to beat
nineteen minutes to two o'clock
twenty days until we meet.
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Luxembourg
July 1985